Clubs and Chubs

Went to Hot Damn! last night.
Let’s just say I won’t be going back there unless it’s for shits & giggles.

…

It was disgusting.
Absolutely filthy and appalling.
Why do people not know how to handle themselves when they’re drunk?
I’m glad that we got out of there before 1AM because I don’t think I’d like to see people practically having sex in the booths.
Immature people who push and shove and spill drinks and make fools of themselves.
Hello, I did that when I was fifteen! Lol.
They had a few good songs on that night but they should have an area where the music is just a little bit lower so you can have a good convo where you don’t have to lean over and strain to hear the other speak.
Luckily enough, we went to the gay bar up the street first to have a few drinks.
I would not like to be completely sober when at Hot Damn! I think I’d die.
As soon as I went in there some guy tried to get me to come over to him…wtf?
Isn’t it a gay bar? LOL. Funny stuff!
I attract all the older men.

Apart from that, it was so fun seeing Ant <3
He’s such an amazing person. I really wish I got to see him more.
So great to talk to. We’re pretty much alike which is great because he says things that I would say but I don’t need to say because he’s already said it. :]
Definitely looking forward to hanging out with him again some time soon.

On another note, nothing to do with my social life.
I miss Gossip Girl and I can’t wait for season 3.
I’ve already seen on set pictures and Blair’s style has changed quite a bit.
I’m a bit disappointed, nevertheless she looks gorgeous.
Chuck of course looks as arrogant as he always does which makes me sexy.
Nate has had a bit of a hair cut and he still looks absolutely adorable.
Can’t wait, can’t wait, can’t wait!!

I need to stop peeling my nail polish off D:
Hmmm… what else? I really don’t know.
I guess I’m just really happy because I missed the fact of having someone that I can have an intellectual conversation with and have the exact same views – and of course, I got to experience that last night with Ant. Hehehe.
I don’t have any pictures from last night, thank god, I probably looked horrible with all my pimples and stuff. But I really do wish Ant & I got asian photos. D:
At least that gives us something to do next time.
I think when we do get the asian photos, I'll post them on here. Actually I'll post our old ones compared to the new ones. ^_^ That's always fun, like a before and after. Hehe.

This blog is pretty long.
I haven’t done a long text blog in ages. It’s always about actors and makeup and stuff.
I still haven’t decided if I’m moving with mum to Coffs Harbour or not…
Now that’s depressing.
I should go eat something, it's lunch time and I after eaten since yesterday at lunchtime. Didn't have breakfast yesterday either.
Ughhhh. But my stomach feels so gross. Alcohol does that.
I'm also waiting for more pimples to appear on my face - Alcohol does that to me too!
I feel like Thai fried rice... :( Badly... lol.

Nathaniel Archibald / Chace Crawford.

Dan:
"Tell me what exactly happened to you and man-bangs?" -does hand movements to signify bangs-

Vanessa:
"He is prettier than me, but that wasn't the problem."

LOL
Before "man-bangs':



With those lovely "man-bangs":


& what is up with those eyes?
Seriously! Are they trying to hypnotize me?
Ugh! Ily Chace Crawford.
Not literally but, come on, he can pull of the innocent but extremely sexy look.

Ughhh

I need some floral tights.
Some nice shoes.

And I want that Marc Jacobs hoodie!

It's the one that little Jenny wears.
I also love her dress but it's not buyable - Blugirl spring collection.
Her head wrap is cute too but it's like $100+
I'll just make it myself.






I'm also needing this Abercrombie & Fitch hoodie.
It's an amazing faded wash hoodie. Cute!



This one too:




You know what else I need?
I need coats that I can wear as dresses in winter.
Milly is a good coat brand, too expensive though.

I'm depressed.
My cat has to get put down.
Like wtf. My cats are like my babies.
Putting one of my cats down is the worst thing you could do to.
My car is getting sold. Wtf?
I'm moving. Wtf?
Everything is getting taken away from me.
I just want to cry because nobody understands.
Maybe because no one takes the time to listen to me.
That's why this blog helps me, I can get things out without anybody changing the subject to something about them.

I also have problems. I can't lose eight. I excercise EVERY DAY and eat healthy.
I even went off the pill so the weight would drop because I don't need the pill anymore as it didn't help my skin.
Still, I'm the same weight, probably even more.
I hate life.
Everyone is having 18ths and expecting me to go
& I'm not even having an 18th because I'm gonna have no friends where I'm gonna life.
Things are so fucked and people don't even know because I pull the same 'happy act'.
Fuck it, I'm not happy. Fuck you, I don't need to pretend just to help you with your problems.
I come before you in my life. D:

Forever & Always,
Taylor.

Nannn.

My Nan bought me phone today.
Out of random.
She said she could buy me a new phone because my other one got water in it, not my hiptop, the nokia.
My hiptop is gooooneee.
But she said I'm not buying an expensive one and we went in the shop and I randomly said I wanted this ages ago and she's like okay you can have it.
I was like O_O It's nearly $200!!
So I bought it in red.
But I wanted pink and the guy told me there isn't any in Australia.
Liess. I found it in Target. So I refunded the red one and got the pink.
It's so pretty. I didn't want it for internet coz I don't use it.
But it as a qwerty keyboard and doesnt look like a flashy crappy phone.
A guy tried to sell me a hiptop slide, no way would I ever buy a hiptop again.




Anyway. When I watch Gossip Girl I'm just like damnn, N & C should get together.
Yes. Nate and Chuck.
Chuck's bisexual in the books. LOL.

I don't really feel like blogging right now because I'm so tired.



Peace.
-T-

Gossip Girl

When it comes to Gossip Girl,
Most people go with Blair Waldorf's fashion.
I wanted to see what this fuss was about.
So I tried to catch up a little on Gossip Girl,
Well... Didn't happen.

I watched three episodes
And watching it on the internet is ridiculous.
The player cut off 30 minutes of the show.
But good news is, I love the show.
Bad news is, I think everyone is wrong.
I go with my instinct, I think Blair's style is somewhat OK
Whereas, Serena and Jenny are my favourite.

I mean, come on?
It's obvious.
I probably go on an outfit as a whole though.
I'm such a fashionista.
I go by the top, the bottom, the shoes, accessories, hair and makeup.
That's an outfit.
Blair just does not tickle my fancy, sure she has some cute clothes,
but hey, they're designer, they're supposed to look good but she doesn't make them look good.
Those headbands suck by the way.
Plus, how you wear the outfit is what makes the outfit.
If you're a total bitch in it, the outfit is going to look ugly


I choose Serena Van Der Woodsen:




over Blair Waldorf:




lovelovelove
-T-